Comeback

Its been a long long time since i blog on this blog. I had another blog using my own webspace. but friends have been having problems trying to access that from overseas. So i am thinking of transfering my stuff back here... but thats like 1 yr of blog lor.. plus all those photos... which is actually the main problem.. hmm.. see first la.. keep a look out for this page :)

Back from Japan!

Hello everyone. I AM BACK!

Actually i was back since last saturday morning. But just tooo tired to blog. And now I am back to slaving in my lab with my thesis. Good ol' no day no night days. Well, at least the rest of NUS is here to suffer with me. At least for these 2 weeks. Then they will get freedom!!!! and I will STILL be here doing my thesis. Stress!!! Another one of my friend has decided to accept a PhD offer. Stress!!!!! What about me?? My supervisor hinted to me to take my PhD, but..... NO THANKS!!!! not with this project anyway. So tired of this already. Wanna go out to the working world and see what horror it holds. Ahhaha.. ah.... damn sianz.. will blog more about my trip soon la. just so tired now. Sigh.zz.....

Its decided. Japan! Here I come!

Its like been years since i last had an entry. Has been sooo tied up with work work work work work work work work work....ARGG!!! driving me INSANE!!!! >_<

There has been a great headache recently. Its been Project+Typhoon+Earthquake vs GOING JAPAN!!! (=All Japan Kendo Federation Championship, LIVE!, + Japan In the Fall+ Rest and Relax for 2 wks)

Yes, as many of you know, Japan has been plagued with typhoons and recent Niigata 6.4 on the Recter Scale Earthquake plus many many strong after shocks. Sigh. And my project is a headache too. Although I have bought the air ticket for S$600, but all this kinda tipped the scales. But also because of the atrocious working hours i have been putting in (9am till 1am), my body dont seem to be as fit as before to be able to take this kinda punishment. Over this one month of lifeless working on my project, I am beginning to feel the strain. I had no idea what to choose. To go japan! Enjoy the hell out of myself, or to stay and complete my masters ASAP! be safe from Typhoons and earthquakes and Still have some money left to enjoy my preserved life? Which how what who wah??? @_@

>_< ArrgggGGGGgggGGG!!!!!!

But finally, it just struck me... to just GO!!! listing out my train of tot would require more Megabytes this server can hold. So I shall just say the conclusion. That I WILL GO JAPAN! Leaving monday 1st nov night, and returning on the 19th nov late at night. Sigh (of relief), but my project IS a problem now. not sure how am i suppose to complete it in time tho. Well, as the boat travels to the opening of the bridge, it will naturally go straight :) Optimistic LE!!!!!!

AHHAHAHAHAhahhahaa

-_-

I love the Fall...

I love the fall, I love autumn!

Its the most romantic season of the year. Not as though there is any here where I live, cos summer is here all year round (not a good thing, i assure you). I perspire easily, so, I love the cold climate. To be able to take a long walk without breaking into sweat while enjoying the wide array of colours that spreads across the landscape. THAT, will be what i will be doing in 3 weeks time! Autumn in JAPAN!!!! The next best season to be there besides Spring, when the sakura bloom.

Yesh!!! Autumn in japan. I have also bought the Hiking in Japan Travel guide published by Lonely Planet to help in my exploration of the country of the rising sun. But i havent started planing them yet!!! damn it!! no time... too busy doing my experiments.... hmm... then what am i doing typing my blog u say? Cos i cannot forget to share with my friends out there on my joy what...right???? Ahahahah..... ;)


Hiking In Japan

High and dry

It was another adventurous night for me. As I innocently sat in my dad's car, thinking I was safely on my way home from lab, halfway across CTE,

it ran OUT OF GAS!

*pause*. . . . . . . . . >.<



Of course, whats an exciting adventure without a photo to remember by....

OK! OK! it was actually just a slight drizzle... and i had an umbrella............. But it was REALLY dark ok!! hahahaha :)

Drool!!!Saturday

Recently, I have an obsession with this chio bodied babe! Her name, is Tuscani.


But no MONEY!!!! :(

Sleepppzzzz.....

How i wish i could take a lazy afternoon nap like this cat i caught lazing under a tree near holland village...



Also watched Mama Mia on weds thanks to the free gala preimere ticket from Andy. Thanks man! Center front row seats on the 2nd level! Bestest! I am no ABBA fan, but it was really entertaining. Catchy music punctuated with comic relief. If you ARE an ABBA fan. Its a must watch. Overall review: Entertaining.



The only other musicals I have watched are Le' Mis and Ms Saigon. Le' Mis was GREAT! Watched it in Leicester Square London. Although they were more *cough cough* "economical" seats, peering at the stage from 4 floors up, it was still tear quenchingly moving. Next to catch is Phantom of the Opera! Damn! missed it when it last came Singapore.

Colors Picture special!!! : Nataku bye bye...

Arubin FLim FAstival PLesents (wEEnner of PahPee awards):

Bye Bye Heian Scholar!

Staring:

Nataku as Heian Scholar

The Peace MAN as Mdm Wong
The Salsa KING as Dude
Weewee as Peepee
SWB (SKC Wonder Boy) as Policeman
Cold Blade as Shogun
Aoyama as Naima
Yurei as Lampchop
AssTea as Elauder
Jester as Yasashi Man
Bright Morning Sunshine as Man in Corner

Guest star:
A stranger as Passing stranger

ManeLESS lion Defered!

I MANAGE TO DEFER!!!! yeah!!!! this way i can complete my masters ASAP! Then hopefully, go japan after that to watch the AJKF Tournament in 3rd Nov. But it is SUCH A WASTE man! Cut all my precious....my preciousssss...... erm.....my hair for nothing! ok, for one day! damn!!! Oh well, its done. Too bad. But my friends were quite shock to see me. haha. So was I. Sad sad sad...

Nataku has left Singapore. But she remains in all our hearts. And heres a picture of some of those shoes who were there.

MANEless lionThursday

Good bye long hair. My precious mane... my PRECIOUS....... Nataku is also leaving for Japan liao... so sad.. many sad things happening today. Hope nataku will have many level ups there

Post 7th Asean Kendo Tournament blues....
Monday, 13 September 2004, 15:15am



Alrighty then! Months of training and late night dealing with tournament admin has finally come to and end (But not the training though). The day before we set off to KL I still had to stay in office to complete my progress report for my masters till 12midnight (right after my kendo training) followed by typing out my Shodan grading exam questions. Oh man, it too me till 3am in the morning to complete it. Didnt sleep the whole night cos was too busy donig last minute packing till 6am in the morning, only to start calling everony to make sure they have not overslept.

Ok! enough of complains. Generally the tournament was great! A fantastic experience to be remembered for life. And got to know friends from many neighbouring countries like Indonesia and Malaysia. Didnt get the chance to talk to anyone from thailand though.

However, our coach was disappointed about the competition. And he blames himself for our failure, which I think it is us who have failed him more then anything else. It was an emotional moment for all of us. Even the spectators were about to burst into tears. Although there is great disappointment, but we will not give up. We will train harder and be better the next time round.

Oh, I also went for my grading then, and successfully obtained my Shodan. Which is something like blackbelt in tae kwan do. Although I dont feel I am that good yet, but like many people say. When you get your shodan, it only means this is when you begin to try to fit urself into this shoe. To learn to be a shodan. To have the correct attitude to learn. To learn how to learn.



Yeah!!! i passed my shodan!!!

Although my masters has already been overdue, you dont really see my talking much about it hor? Haha, i am getting a lot of nagging from my parents already. Which is true la. Gotto buck up and get moving. Not young anymore, gotto graduate and get a job and earn some bacholar cash to have a swinging life! haha. Oh man! soooo... tired... need more sleep....

i remember in the earlier post in july, i mentioned i only got kendo and research, well, 2 months laters, its still the same. I've only got kendo AND research. Sigh..

Oh so sad, a friend of mine going to Japan to study for 10 months. Wait a minutes, whats so sad about that!? Its sooo exciting!!!! wish her luck and all the best! everyone seems to be going japan these days. sigh.

JDrama craze: PRIDE

Hi guys. Been so busy lately, as usual, that didnt have time to blog. What have i been doing these days... lets see... research research....research... Kendo kendo kendo kendo kendo....kendo...research. -_-" SIANZ!!! Ok la, kendo is not sian. Actually looking forward to every training more and more. Especially with the Asean Tournament in KL coming in 1 wks time. I'm getting estatic! :)

Oh ya, YESH! JDrama craze is here again!!!


PRIDE!

by takuya kimura! About an Ice Hockey captain. What can I say, I am a sucker for motivational / Teamwork shows. The opening song is by Queen, called "Born to love you". Together with the mtv, it is fantastic! Just gets me so worked up! So motivated to train. Nowadays, I actually get excited about going for training as compared to the drag and fear of training in the pass. Haha, lets hope this excited feeling lasts forever, and ever, and ever. But its a good Drama. Must watch Must Watch! Oh, and another show i've watched recently, is Windstruck! Finally. Oh man, Jun Ji-hyun is soooo cute!!! oh... and so sexy in the police uniform...:) Yum YUMMMMM....kee kee kee... But its a heart-aching story... and maybe only people who has been through that kinda heartache will fully appreciate the show. However, it still cant beat My Sassy Girl. Thats still the best!!! Ok! ok! back to work! shigoto shigoto! OH! almost forgot! now I am waiting for my friend to pass me my Kingston 512MB CF card!!! Yeah!!! It only costs S$92 in the COMEX exhibition in Suntec. Compared to the 128MB that costs me S$80 two years ago, this is DIRT CHEAP man! :) 512MB!!!!!!!!

Life is fragile, treasure it.

Had a brush with death last night. During the process of preparing some specimens for my experiment, I almost got myself splashed by boiling oil!

But i was lucky. Walking away when i felt things werent right. And even luckier when i have decided to turn off both the flames before stepping aside. Hard to describe. A picture says a thousand words.


The scene of the crime.

You see the big patch of water, THAT BOILING OIL! And the piece of newspaper on the ground, well, i was sitting there. U see it "wet", well, it could have been me half burnt by the boiling oil.

Scenario, lets say IF i didnt walk away, and i didnt turn off the fire. The oil would have spilled onto me, and another side of it, spill onto the blow-torch looking thing on the left. It would have ignited the oil, and then, I would not only be half scalded by boiling oil, I would have been ENGULFED by a ball of fire. HAha, wat a way to go right? burst into flame! haha..... NOT FUNNY.

Was in a state of shock last night. Stoned the night away thinking how lucky i am, to be alive.

So people out there, please treasure whatever you have, the people you know. Cos you never know when they (or u) will be gone. Learn to appreciate what you HAVE.

Why do you do Kendo?

"Why do we train kendo? Why do we go for kendo training. Are we forced to? Or are we doing it out of our own free will" Above was the essence of what our sensei lectured us, due to our lethargic movement and sloppy footwork tonight/last night. In life as in kendo, it is the same. Many a times, we do things for the sake of doing it. We are not sure, not clear in our path. We just follow. We avoid asking ourselves such difficult questions as in WHY? WHY? If we are clear in why we do things, then we will do them better, and more efficient.. and we wont be in such contradiction and misery. But life is far from perfect. We are not born with all these answers. Thats why we must search. And in the process of it, enjoy the journey of this search. Its not easy, nothing worth searching is easy. But if you find it, it would be definately worth the while... And meantime, u can enjoy the ride too.

Always Maintain your posture and composure

Never show your weakness to your opponent.

Never say die.

Never give up.

Research, Kendo, Research, Kendo, Research......

This is what I do all day, research or kendo. Its either one or the other... Ok, I do eat and sleep too... but besides that, its all about my masters project and kendo.

So many things to do for my project, but so little time. And oh the all so mighty Murphy is right again. Murphy's first law, whatever can go wrong WILL go wrong. And these things going wrong are setting my completion date further and further back. And with the scholarship ending, my savings will be going dry soon. "SPare Change, Spare change for the needy.....""Poor masters student needs money to complete Thesis... and buy a brand new hi-fi""spare change for the needy"

Then theres kendo stuff. Back in Kendo training after 3 wks of MC, doing up all the minutes, agenda and stuff for the Alumni meetings and new responsibilities to help out in admin of the 7AKT. But really excited about it though. Going to a regional event to help out in the admin. Would really broaden my horizon and also a lot of experience to gain. But thats in Sept. Now, its still ok. Seems to be more busy with kendo stuff then work stuff... ahha... not good not good. Need to graduate fast.

Oh! yesterday was my friend's convocation! Wah.. so fast. They are all graduating already. And a friend of hers whom i got to know when i went newspaper collecting with them earlier on won the Lee Kuan Yew Gold medal!!! OMG!!! But he really doesnt look like the nerdy nerdy type. Friendly, socialable, street-wise, and crapping non-stop like the rest of us, you would think he is the type who plays too much and forget to study type. But boy was I wrong. Well, some people gets all the luck... and even worse... some get all the luck... AND they work hard TOO!! Damn... HAhahaa.... Well, congradulations to the graduating class of 2004!

time flies, 2 yrs...
hope you've been happy.
happy 13th July.

Determination

If single-minded determination is absent, one will never advance regardless of the years in training... Technique has its place, but spiritual forging is far more important...

Yamaoka Tesshu (1836-1888)Itto Shoden Muto Ryu
from THE SWORD OF NO-SWORD: Life of the Master Warrior Tesshuby John Stevens

The rain has finally stopped


The pass 2 weeks has been gloomy weather to me. Flu, Cough, Headache, bad news and MORE bad news. Looks like the rain has finally stopped. The cough has finally showed signs of recovery. Still coughing, but much less frequent already. At least I can almost complete a WHOLE conversation without coughing too much. Great achievement i assure you.

So today, I am back in my office, rolled up sleeves and started making specimens for my experiments. Hope to be able to complete all the experimental work by early august. Tough, TOUGH i tell you! but will try my best. Well, anyway, today is a good start.

Also, do u think i should cut my hair? its only been.....humm... 4 months since i last cut it..... Sigh... and by october I would need to go back to my first reservice. *BIG SIGH* haha.. So no point cutting too much now. but i think i will la. Maybe will get it TRIMMED on wednesday. T_T

Bad things never travel alone

Been sick for the pass few days... again!.. whats new right? Developed a bad cough since last sat... tot it was nothing.. but sunday night, it got so bad that i couldnt sleep. You know how your body tense up when you cough, well, this tensing up was so bad that my stomach, throat and HEAD was aching like crazy. At one point I swear my head was about to split into 2! Then after 5 days of suffering, i finally went to seek a second opinion from another doctor. And he said it could be a possible case of mild acute bronchities! ...... scary. So now i am taking anti-biotics and see how it goes.

As the chinese proverb goes, bad things never travel alone... yesterday i also got an email, saying i was being removed from an event that i was looking forward to, due to constrains in the number of participants set by the organiser, a chance to participate in an event that i was very VERY much looking forward. But well, when you are unskilled, untalented, just living in the dream of having the chance to participate in it for just 3 days would be great already. But i was saddened, disappointed and frustrated. But this is how things are. Those without talent, would just have to work harder. twice, thrice, a million times harder just to catch up (I guess what i put in just wasnt enough). Thus, REALITY. The world is not a fair place. You have to work hard to balance the odds. Sometimes i feel, all my life, thats what i have been doing. Not born with very good brains nor brawn, when other take 10 hrs to study, i need to put in 16. when people put in 1 yr of training, i need to put in 3.

Sometimes you just cant help but to wonder why its so unfair. But slowly i've grown to realise, that the more effort i put into it, the more i treasure it. The more it means to me. Sure, if i fail, it would hurt more too. But if i succeed, the joy is something other cannot begin to comprehend. Sounds as though i am trying to console myself? sure.. maybe. I really dont know. But no one really knows. Our lives is what we make of it. And things are never as bad as it seems, its just a matter of which perspective we see things from. isnt it?

but sometimes, some things in life, which no matter how much you try, it just doesnt help.

Beginning of a new page

Finally! i have got my lazy (but SeKuSi) butt out of my sofa and changed the wall paper of my site (with the works) AND opened a new chapter in my blog! Phew.. long over due. the last one smells like sweat socks in a guys locker room after a rainy rugby match...

Actually, been sick for the pass 4 days, flu -> sore throat -> running nose -> COUGH! Damn it! irritating phlegm! Couldnt sleep properly for the pass 2 nites cos of the cough. !#$@$# and it is also the first time (in a long LONG time) i spent the ENTIRE weekend at home! How exciting!

FLASHback!

Just came back from a 3 week USA trip to the southwest, through Las Vegas Neveda, Grand Canyon Arizona, Yosemite and San Francisco California on the 17th June 2004. Left on the 29th May. It was really great. Most of the people there were so friendly, on the average, I think i make a new friend everyday! Took tons of photos of course. 2+ GB of digital photo and short films, and 24 rolls of film! Phew! cost me a bomb! But it was ALLLLL worth it! EVery single exposure.

Ah! nowadays lazy to write cheem stuff... already burdened with so many rubbish and things to worry and think about. Just wanna type crap today....

Crap crap CraP CrAp cRAp cRaP CrAp CRaP CRap Crap CRAP cRAP crAP crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap crap...... LAME! ahaha... DUH... ok ok.. enough for the night. Glad to be back :) tho i do miss the states :) and japan, and europe... and ALL my backpacking days!

1st DRAFT COMPLETE!!!!
Oh MAN!!!!!
FINALLY!!!! complete my first draft! and submitted to my supervisor for approval already. There would most probably be ammendments, but its ok. At least the bulk of the work is done. The rest are just touching up and AWAY WE GO!!! But seriously, no joke. Really had a rude awakening from all this. Maybe I will take a week to relax before I start to prepare for my Thesis already. not much time left.

Also, did i ever mention I had this friend, whom i borrowed my bicycle 2 yrs ago, and who's bro lost my bick cos he didn't lock it up. So he promised to buy me a new bick. But its been 2 yrs, and i STILL havent told him which one i want. Dame. instead of him feeling bad about it, its become I who am feeling bad for letting him wait so long. Resolution. Must settle all this "debts" A.S.A.P.!

Meanwhile, RELAX!!! RELAX!!!.... will try to sleep early tonight, need to recover from all the late nights and stressful days so that i can resume my kendo trainings :) I have once again realised. I LOVE KENDO!