Heat is HOT!!!

I live in a land that is clean, green and roasting suana hellofvaHOT!!!

It really ruins ur mood for the whole day if you wake up in the morning all sicky and sweaty... Thats why i have air con.. life saver i tell you... these inventions.. the creator should get nobel prize for world peace. If not for these cool creations, people with foul mood will stomp the street....-_-" which..actually kinda explain the issue of locals being foul mannered and unhelpful most of the time. THose who aren't most probably are proud owners of an air condition unit.. or doesnt have 2 journal articles to complete writing before he can trade for his FREEDOM!!!!

31hours without sleep... and going strong...

Just got back the corrections of my 2nd draft 2 hrs ago... am in the state of neither tired nor energetic... i think i have exceeded the stone limit liao... becoming STONEless liao.. so might as well carry on...

Now making all the corrections and try to get MOST of my 3rd Draft ready for my 2 other co-supervisors to read.... but i shouldnt be too ambitious la... will leave those "need to think" parts for tomorrow.

2nd Draft... submitted!

After 28 hours of non-stop mugging... (ok.. not non-stop la.. i napped for 20 minutes), i finally submitted the 2nd draft with all the corrections and cursed restructuring. My sup is reading it now.. .and will summon for my presence anytime now... to throw it back in my face for the third, hopefully final draft. But no matter what, at least it wont be as rush as this 2nd draft. Madness.. change/restructure/add everything in 2 days!

Come on... just let me graduate will you......
@_@

heavy...

Just completed all the corrections... gotto rush for last bus already... the whole of tomorrow will be on restructuring of the thesis... sigh.. is it me or do i feel my heartbeat being very heavy now. Can almost feel every-single beat of my heart. Maybe its the stress... heavy.. its just so heavy...

I think i have developed a phobia of my thesis...

Draft 1 returned

Just got back my first draft..... some corrections.. and MAJOR RESTRUCTURING.....

I have this tickling sensation to either RIP my heart out or disembowl myself. My sup wants me to redo my conclusion and email it to him by the end of today, and make all the corrections AND... restructure my WHOLE thesis... all by tomorrow night.. or thurs morning. What the Freakin HELL! its like writing my whole thesis all overagain... but just that this is all to be done in a day+.... I think i will need to stay overnight tomorrow to ATTEMPT to get all these done... crap crap crap... i feel ABSOLUTELY CRAPISH!

......
*All the curses and swearing the mortal world has to offer...*

Nows..adays...

Meanwhile... finally... my first draft was submitted to my sup and now waiting for him to look through it while he is in china. He should be back next tues and will return me the thesis correction. THen.... i will get busy again doing the amendments AND do his 2 journal articles for him.. grumble grumble...

Job hunting job hunting.... something i should be doing now.. but not doing ...:P
Although i have a generic resume worked out... but have not sent any out yet.. should do so soon la hor? :P ahhaa but i have been toying with the idea of going into the finance or banking industry lately. Well... one things for sure.. it is never a sunset industry... unlike technological industry where theres always rise and falls... who are NOT deal with money. Dealing with money is alway needed! :) and whats more.. i love MONEY!!! :) Muahahah.. well.. marketing sounds interesting too... although i also show interest in event organization, but just not sure how good the prospects are of this line of work in Singapore. And of course... Engineering... what else.. it would be NICE if i could put my masters degree to good use.. (like getting myself higher income). But.... after doing this for the last 3 yrs... i am all the more sure that.... INTEREST... is more important than anything else.

Sooo... anyone out there with lobangs... pls let me know ya! after living on my own savings for a yr.. and eating grass everyday... i LOOOOONG for sashimi, unagi, cha soba... escargo, steaks and other fine dining. Not to mention SHOPPING!!! oh man!!! Great Singapore sale is on... i got all the time in the world.. but no $$$..... anyone need me to shop FOR them? haha.. just gimme a ring man! i will be more then happy to be of service..;)

Heartbeat Irregularity?! O.o

I have been feeling feverish and have a splitting headache lately. So I went to see a chinese doctor on thursday... and was diagnosed with..... IRREGULAR HEARTBEAT!!!! huh?!?!? never before have i heard that i;ve got thaT! Maybe its cos of all the late nights, pressure and stress that i inflicted upon myself during the course of the atrocious thesis writing and correcting for the last few weeks. -_-

Sooo... i am laying off strenuous exercise for this 2 wks for now. Just trying to get my disaster of a health back together again. I think will be going back to that chinese doctor for a follow up either today or tomorrow.. hope things get better... and that its nothing permanent.... -_-"

catching up

Phew! been catching up with friends lately... finally after the first draft of my thesis is done*..

Its really great to know that after all this mugging of thesis... lifeless weekends and seemingly endless road of life... i do have packets of friends to catch up with. Today, i met up with rovers friends whom i have not met up for almost a year!! Some started work... some still in school... but everyone has grown... have i?

Then at 11pm!! i met up with some friends whom just returned from their TIBET trip1!!! TIBET IS SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!! i wanna expend THousands of Giga-bytes of Compact Flash memory and magazines of barrels of film on the amazing scenery and lifestyle there... Sigh... how sad i missed the trip... but lucky that i decided to withdraw from it... i would never have been able to finished my thesis in time...

thesis thesis thesis.. its like my whole life for the pass 1 year have been revolving around it......note i mentioned 1 yr.. ahhaa.. cos the first year of my masters... i have been busy mastering icq and msn messenger... my second year i was busy mastering the skill of kendo admin.. hahaha... and finally... the third.. my thesis... is THAT great time management or WHAT?! :P HA!

K la... tomolo going back to lab to continue the endless struggle of me against engrish! -_- elk...

*Note: actually it is not done yet... just kanna thrown back at me to check through my english before my sup reads it cos he has recently been traumatized by some students horrendous powderful engrish! >_< so i am rushing like mad to rephrase much of the sentenses and paragraphs that i wrote when i was either half-awake or brain dead while rushing for my thesis....-_-