Death Test

A friend of mine sent me this site, and i just couldnt resist but to find out. When i would DIE!! >_<

When are YOU going to die

And according to their research, i am going to DIE
in 2057
at the age of 80 yrs old
caused by heart attack
and i have only
19090 days more to live.
i have already lived 35% of my life.

Gasp!!
Sigh... life is short.

A taste of FREEDOM!

Last weekend, was the FIRST weekend in the past 4 month that i have enjoyed, NOT coming to lab. gasp!!!! >_<

I almost forgot freedom tasted so GOOD!!!! But also not to mention tiring. Slept only 5 hours everynight for the pass 3 nights :( Sat was two of my friends birthday and my granddad's too. 4 hours of screaming in ktv gasping for air after every sentense of Wang Li Hong's "WeiYi" and i ended up being condamned back to singing Soo Yong Kang songs. :( Had to leave in the mids of dinner and heated gossips with my friends to rush over to my granddad's. Only to be greeted with suaning of the news that my younger cousin has already found a pretty girlfriend, and i am still condamned with my singlehood. >_<

Thats saturday. Sunday was even MORE tiring. Woke up at 7 with only 4+ hours of sleep to rush down to NYP to help out in the youth tournament. And last minute kanna arrowed to be court masters as the previous court master has been dragged to be a judge(even more tiring job). Haha. The whole tournament lasted till about 5... dead tired!!! >_< Never knew helping out in a tournament can sometimes be MORE tiring then participating in one. But the tournament was generally well run. Cos it was Smooth. No major kok-ups. GOOD! well done! :) Then i was jio-ed to go maxwell that area for xiao long bao dinner. Friends picked me up as i was too tired to drive down after the tournament. But actually, the suei3 jiao3 and guo1 tie4 was much better than the xiao long bao actually. Hmm.. maybe i dont really like xiao long baos bah. bah bah bah..... i keep saying BAH recently.. turning into a sheep liao. >_<

Sigh.. ok, now its BACK to work! :(

Here we go again!
Same old thing again!
Up and down this avenue!
Dont know how long then i'll be through. -_-

Honorary PhD

Honorary PhD for sultan of brunei.

What IS Honorary? Simply put it, its a free PhD universities BEG you to take so they can associate you with their univesity, no?

But honestly, i cant care less. I wanna do my work!!! -_-

Oh, helped my sis move shop till 1am in the morning! SHACK! dead tired man!!! We made a grand total of 6 trip to and fro the old an dnew shop. And i was in the loading and unloading party all 6 trips!!! gasp!!! its amazing i didnt ache all over today.

It gest better! Got to come office this morning early becos of the Honarary PhD thingy. Although the reception was so-so, but the jazz band was great. There is this female vocal, her voice is Wow! Words fail me. (although it usually does), but this time, it fails me more. Her voice is wonderfully charming. The kind that can sweep u off your feet man! Too bad she only did 3 numbers. One of them was Nora Jone's "Dont know why". NICE!!!!

I'm in love man! Haha...

AGAIN!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

I CANT BELIEVE IT! I HAVE TO REDO ANOTHER SET OF EXPERIMENTS AGAIN!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?

ALLLLLLL the way from Casting the specimen and all..... i cant believe it! I JUST CANT BELIEVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

AaaaaaaaaaaaaRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Another day...

Wake up, Work, Stress, Sleep,

W.W.S.S. Thats what my life is about now. This is all there is to my life right now. OH MAN!!! i am so sick of my depressed state. Always complaining on my blog. As if all you people out there reading my blog dont have ur own problems to be bother with.

But i still complain :P BO CHUP! Coz it makes me feel GOOD!

HAha, oh, my sis is moving her shop from Liang Court to PS this evening. And I am going to supply her MANPOWER :) Me man! Grr.. -_- ok.. lame. dame, mane.

Go have a look if you guys free bah. *forced advert*
its just beside the carpark entrance (beside Best Denki) at the corner. Let you guys know the unit number when i find out. She sells and give lessons on scrapbooking.

Ok la. I going to Swim during my lunch time. Must get back my 6 packs! AAhahahaha.a... really..... :P people saying i getting fair and FAT already!!! GASP!!! as if i care.... i do ... I DO! hahaha nah.. just dont like feeling sloppy... ok! i'm OFF!

I lost......to myself

I went for the selection today. I went there without expectation, just to see where i am. When we did a round-robin (means A fights B, B fights C and C fights A), i did quite well i suppose. Well not as in i beat my opponents, but more of i did good. I actually felt i improved. So i was relatively happy of my improvement and didnt think much of the selection results, until. Until i was called for another round-robin, meaning i ACTUALLY have a chance to get into the team. Cos they are actually giving me a second chance to consider me and 3 other guys. Which later i found out, they would be picking 2 out of these 4. But thats where the sad part comes.

I did not do my best. I was too anxious, i paniced (MORE then the first Round-Robin) and worried about my physical fitness( thanks to 4 months of no exercise). Thus, i begin to try to conserve my energy, and started losing spirit, focus, alertness and aggressiveness in my movements. Basically i did bad. Sigh.. the first move and i BLOCKED! WAT KINDA CRAP was THAT?!

I wont say i am not disappointed about not being picked (although i think it could have been a good thing actually, cos i wont have been confident about my standards at the point in time) But i was WAY WAY more pissed with my inability of staying focused, remain calm and maintain my aggressiveness. Sigh... just one of those things i feel like banging my head on the wall for....

Didnt progress too much for my thesis too. Had a spliting headache ever since i returned to my lab after the selection. >_<

Sigh.....

I FIGHT!

TODAY! TODAY! TODAY i FIGHT!

I will Fight
with my thesis,
with my computer,
with my data,
with my urge to drift,
with my urge to sleep,
with my urge to blog......

mission failed.

FIGHT!~!!!! FIGHT~~~~~!!!!!!!!

I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!! KILLL!!! KILL!!!! KILL!!!!

I WILL GRADUATE!
FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Hari Raya and long weekends to everyone . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 

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-_-"

Monday Pain

Was sooooooo tired today. Luckily the headaches gone. But i only managed to climb out of bed at noon. Maybe its the too many late nights or the over-exertion for my first training yesterday in months, or the lack of exercise, or all of the above. But i feel sooo crappy today. Body aching all over, well, basically not feeling very well la. Arg....

Think i can finally finish redo-ing the last few of my experiments that was left undone yesterday.

Looking at a kino card calender while waiting for the bus to come to my office, i realised that i only have 3 more weeks (including this wk) before the lunar new year. I MUST get my thesis done by then. MUST MUST MUST! My life seem to have only been going downhill ever since i graduated. Maybe finally leaving school and finding a job will help me find more purpose in my life. Maybe not. But anything is better then being stuck here to pay to work for them! >_< Elk!

the breeze that sends ripples across still water, sways the trees, and rustle the leaves feels ever so carefree and comforting.

Headache!

HEADACHE! HEADACHE! HEADACE!!!!!!!!!

>_<

ARrrggggg....................

Saturday night Lab...

Its saturday night. ITs midnight... and I AM STILL IN LAB!!!!!!!!!

what more need i say...

SAD.

Rubbish! All Rubbish!

After spending 2 days to prepare some of my extra specimens to redo some tests, I have FINALLY manage to start doing those experiments.

(Although i promised and even SWORE i will never touch my experiments again and enough is enough of my perfectionist ideals.... here i am again. Eating my own words and redoing my experiments. I would very much rather eat chocolate :P)

After testing the first 2 specimens (present time, 1145pm), the results are once again, INCONSISTANT!!!! WHY!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

>_<

AAaaarrrrrrrggggggggggggggggggggggggggg......

RUBBISH RESULTS!!!!!!!

Chocolate Madness

I JUST have this chocolate CRAVING i cant get rid of. So i thought the best way to cure it, is to get an overdoze of it! Good Plan! :) kee kee kee. Ummmm......chocolate..... 

Photo-less

Will be posting photos less frequently nowadays. Cos of 2 main reasons.

1st!
I need to do WORK!!! so i try not to log on to the net while i am working in the office unless completely necessary. And also, of the Virus scare lately, so I have decided to keep my computer safe for now.

2nd!
My laptop at home doesnt have HELLO, so can't post up photos on my blog.

There you have it. See my determination in wanting to complete my stuff fast?! >_<

Fighto!!!!! Fighto!!!!

Walking under the trees along Waseda University Campus in Tokyo, Japan. Cools breeze and lovely weather. Thanks Dduck Neko-Saru-Ryozan for the shot :) 

Busy Busy Bee

A busy day today is.

Fresh at work at 845 and started working at 9 Sharp!

Decided I shall have to redo some of my experients because there are some gaps in the range of data i've got. Rather get it done then alwyas worrying about how i am going to find a way aropund it. Think it should max take 2 day i hope. Hope it will work.

At least this way, i feel as though i am doing SOMETHING.

FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!! Today must cover as much as possible! ARRRGGG!!!!

KILL! KILL! KILL!!!!

Oh ya, a friend of mine did some checking on the free anti-virus product i mentioned in the previous post, and it turned out that its true that there are no free lunches. Seems to be that one of the major flaw of this freeware is that it "Slows down your computer considerably", as i quote from an online review website. So, I have decided to remove it after i used it to clear up all the viruses.

Software Review:
http://www.software-antivirus.com/program/avg-antivirus-review.html

OK! Back to work! Me busy busy BEEEE >_<

A new HOPE

Yes! This is when Obi wan finds luke. And i found this software recommended by a friend which detects viruses like trojan and worms more effectively then the other software which wasnt able to detect anything. After running it on my desktop, it detected 20 infected files (mainly trojan downloader, which most probably is the XXX which keeps secretly loading viruses into my desktop all the time). And best of all, its FREE!

Check it out at www.grisoft.com

Revenge of the WORMS

That does it! I am Cursed!

After burning away the WHOLE weekend trying to cure the virus and reinstalling my windows, today, while i was updating the windows patches, i was infected with another WORM virus!!!

@!%$#^%$#^R!@$#@!^$$#@!$#@!%@%#@!

-_-

I feel as though i am being pushed to the edge of the cliff already. JUMP! JUMP! A voice in my head whispers. JUMP!

>_< ARrrrrggggggggggggg!!!!!

ME WIN!

System problem defeated! Yay! My friend came all the way to my lab just to help me solve the problem. Very thankful :)

Now everything is working fine. Back to work! Finally! 2 days behind schedule..... arg...:(

Round 2

Ting Ting Ting! Round 2! Fight!

Yesh, its round two with me vs the virus and computer system instability again. Still struggling to repair the problem. All i need now is for the windows professional 2000 cd from my friend and hopefully it will do the trick. But for now, i think i will just try my luck and continue analysing my data. Hope it doesnt aggravate any instability in my windows.

Hmm, since its sunday and all the canteens are closed, maybe i will go down to Macs to try their new burger and curly fries... something to look forward to at least... sad huh. looking forward to macdonals. haha..... :(

And i had the most wonderful dream last night. Cant remember much about it though... but it was good. :)

OK! back to WORK!!! Recharged!!! Vrooom VROOOmm!!!!

i feel that i kinda am going through that 4 stages of data loss in my previous entry.......

i must be physic!

@_@

As i look into my krystal bolu, it tells me
"ToMOrrOw!!!!!
Pigs will fly,
All war will end,
and YOu will finish your thesis!!!!!"

-_-
riiiiiiiiiiiiiiight...

*throws away*

DAMN VIRUS!!!

For the whole freakin day.... a perfectly fine saturday, i have slaved away in my lab doing what?? NOTHING!!!!!

Thanks to the stupid people who created viruses!!!
My PC was infected with deadly viruses and with my thesis and experimental data in there, i HAVE TO SAVE IT! And so, i attempted.

I tried and tried and tried till the sun sets behind those bloody hills! ARrggg....!!!!!

I have wasted one WHOLE DAY DOING NOTHING!!!! (from my thesis point of view)

AARRRRGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!1
KILL! KILL! KILL!!! KILL!!!!!!!

Destiny

Destiny or Fate is utter rubbish.

Although we are all born different,
But with shear determination and perseverance,
We can overcome ANY fate.

>_< 

It feels good,
to stroll across the plains,
feel the cool breeze,
brushing across my face and through my hair,
under the starlit sky.

Ramen!!!

Ramen!!! Ramen!!!

I have MAD craving for RAMEN!!! i think ramen, i dream ramen... RAMEN RAMEN RAMEN!!!!

I WANT!!!!

@_@

Raaaaaaaaaaaa......Meeeeeeeennnnnnnn............

. . . . . . . . . nightmare 

. . . . . . . . . . reality! 

True true, how true. 

Lazy Blogger

Blogging is like training. Once you have stopped for a while, you just are lazy to start it again. Says a lot about human being doesnt it. Plain lazy creatures. Buming around is our nature. We live to bum. And as for people like us in this tiny island, theres a better word that brings out the flavour in bumming, its called NUAR3. Ahhh.... how good it feels to nuar. How deprived am i of nuaring.

Nuaring is good.
^_^

Been informed of this site by a friend of mine. Damn Hilarious, but true to the bone! Ahaha. Something i can definately relate to. For those who are always asking how am i doing? I am currently at the second box from the left. -_- 

Gasp!!! Its 2005

Its just occured to me, that its really ALREADY 2005!!!!

What am i doing with my life!!! How long do i intend to be a graduate student!?!

$%@#%&%$*@$@#%#%&@#$%@#$@#$#^@!

>_<

Happy New Year 2005!!!

Happy New Year!!!!

Ok, it was the new year yesterday, but I didnt come to lab *Sshhhh*

New Years eve wasnt exactly exciting. Watched a movie, had a bbq, and acted as a driver.

New years day was slightly better, waking up at 1pm :) Ahhh....(but slept at 6am ok!) steamboat branch with family before going KTV with friends(havent been to ktv for a long long time). Dragged my friends to the airport for dinner.

And finally send my sensei off. He is going back to japan, but a few months or for good, its still not known. Hope he gets his 8th Dan. He has been such a great sensei, fatherly, kind, friendly, and jovial. He always focuses on the basics, and its something we should always look back to no matter at what level we are in things.

So today, I am BACK IN OFFICE! working... sad... but meeting some friends for dinner again to celebrate a friend's birthday. Rice table for dinner! yummy! But ex la! oh man... broke broke......BROKEN. T_T